Hello, my dear friends!! I hope that you’ve all been amazing! I’ve been a little MIA (seriously, what’s new?) lately and I’ve missed you! But I am back now and yes, I am that excited, haha!
I thought I would catch you guys up on what’s been happening in my life before I start posting my normal posts. SO, without making the intro too long (because it’s gonna be a long one today), here’s what’s new!
I guess the main reason for me being so distant with my blog and social media has been the uncertainty in my work life. I am not sure if I have mentioned it here on the blog but I decided to leave my once-a-dream-job at H&M in August. I had my last day in September and with a bittersweet feeling, I left the company that I think would always have a special place in my heart. Being a visual merchandiser in one of the biggest fashion companies was definitely a lot of fun but since I felt like I couldn’t grow where I wanted to, I began to see that there might be something missing for me.
Once I make a decision I usually can’t see any other ways around it. I don’t know if it’s my stubbornness but that’s what put me in a position of not having a job for a whole month. Yep, it’s true! I wasn’t sure if I wanted to mention it but I keep saying how real and honest I want to be here, so here it goes.
I wish I could tell you that I took that time to relax and enjoy life but that was not the case at all. Anyway, feeling a bit out of options I accepted a position in a company where I knew it would be a hard beginning for me. But I could see myself doing well in there and maybe finally reaching the one job that I am most attracted to. Well… that was not the case. AGAIN. It was hard for me because I felt like this job was not suited for me at all. But I had this one goal in mind when going in and that’s why I kept telling myself that I can do it. In the end and I felt really bad about it. At the same time, everyone kept telling me that I should do something that is more my cup of tea. So I QUIT again!
This time I had another job waiting for me and now I am working as an assistant for an online store. I feel so lucky that I was offered this position and honestly, I cannot express how much less stressed I feel now that this whole work-side of my life is sorted out. And I actually can go to work with a piece of mind every morning which hadn’t been the case in a long time.
Growing up I’ve always had an idea that someday I will be my own boss. There’s just no other option. For some reason, it always had been like a dream – something that will hopefully happen in the future. Two months ago or so we finally started working on THE dream with my twin sister and we’ve spent a looot of time on our idea. Don’t get me wrong, it will still probably take some years to get independent in that area but at least we’ve started and it’s already half the win. And of course it’s still an ongoing process but it has definitely been something that limits my “free” time again. But it’s how they say – “Dreams don’t work unless you do”.
Yes, guys! I think I briefly mentioned here that we are waiting for our first OWN home to be ready. Last month or so we got the news that we will probably get our keys this year. And it’s now only 1,5 months left until 2020, so we will soon move into a bigger and better place. YAY! I’ve been hoping and hoping that we get the good news any day now and that’s another reason I kind of postponed all the content creation. But now that I can almost see it (that dream I’m dreaaaming 🎵🎵) I feel like it’s a good time to actually start looking for furniture and share some things with you here.
And that’s it, guys! A short recap of what’s been happening lately and where I am in life. Always busy busy busy! But my favorite holiday is now just around the corner and I HAD to get back here to share everything with you. xx
PS. sorry about the low quality of these pics. I can’t remember the last time I took photos with my big camera and I guess we kind of forgot how to do it lol.0